Mom, Home is where u are!

I dedicate this post to my MOM.. I miss her so much and that made me write today..

{Pictures that Talk...Again, got this pic from a friend in email..A mom somewhere in India.}

I call her Amma..

The one who gave birth to me.

The one who loved me and gave a part of everything she has even before I was born

Its really hard to know the importance of some things in life;

Especially the things which you get 'effortlessly' like the love and care of mother.

Now She is miles and miles away...

We have the same sun above us, But we never see the sun at the same time.

When I cook after a tiring day @ office, I remember her calling me for dinner.

I never used to complain, but I dont know whether I appreciated enough.

In the few moments of truth I get in the midst of papers, reports and work,

I hope I will get to go home soon,

Cook for her and tell her, how great a mother she is...

I miss u amma.. with all my heart.. I DESIRE to be with you..

The days with you were the best in my life;

Now I know nothing compares to HOME

& HOME is where U are!

Love,

If I had a chance..

You’ll never know how sorry I am for wht I had to do

You’ll never know how much I am haunted with ur tear filled eyes

You’ll never know how I wonder how u r now

You’ll never know about all those nights I cried

To finally get the strength to do it

To hurt you now, to save ur happiness for life

You’ll never know that making u hate me

Was the only way...

That was a small price to pay for ur happiness..

The world talk about the pain of not getting love..

The day I had to leave you behind, I realised

The pain of not giving love when ur heart is filled with it.

You will never know how u r for me

I will move on, for you

Cause I know If I dont,

You will never leave me.

You will always hope for the impossible and hurt urself.

Oh...You’ll never know how much it hurt to see u hurt

And..More than anything...

You will never know how much I hope each day...

if I had a chance to be with u...forever and ever.

If I had a chance...just one...!

Love,

Love and Pain-Inseperable.

U will never know..

What I feel is what is inside of me

U have no control over it

I have no control over it

I wanna control it so badly

But I know I will never be able to

The way I feel now..

no way to describe it

I dont want to know any more of the truth

lie to me that u love me

lie that u will be there till end

lie that i will see u every morning when I open my eyes

pls lie

'Coz I want to live in that lie

than in this truth...

What is that scares u?

Where is the love u had?

The confidence, The love and The promises..

Where is all that now?

Even if it was all a lie,

Pls dont tell that to me.

Let me live in this lie..

What difference its gonna make?

I am ready to die to just see that love in ur eyes..

for one more moment in my life.

Am I that insignificant?

Did my love fall short for u?

I want ur love

I want u

I want u more than anything I have ever wanted in my life.

Look at my eyes..

U said that its beautiful

Is it not beautiful any more?

I loved my eyes,

Just coz u loved them.

Dont u see that I want to call u back

Look at my eyes

Dont u see the love, the pain...

Dont u see urself in it?

I am asking u to see urself in my eyes..

till the moment my eyes can remain open..

till that last moment of my life when I leave this world forever and more...

Love,